sticks, beads and strings
make wonderful, beautiful things

Frustration

Do you ever have days that are so very frustrating? Nothing in particular happens, just life, and its so frustrating?

My kids have gone crazy, my house is a wreck, and it seems like there is just not enough time in the day to get it all done. I can’t keep the clothes washer or the dishwasher going fast enough to keep ahead of the piles. Do we have to much stuff? Am I just lazy? Or is this chaos just the result of living with so many small people? What needs adjusting? I know life is not supposed to be like this!

Case in point: This morning, after I fed DD#4, I left the living room. I went potty, then into my room, made my bed, put on a little face, and got dressed. I was gone, all total LESS THAN 5 minutes. And Dh comes into the bedroom as I am putting on my socks, to check on me, see if I am ok. I told him I was fine, just tired of looking like a hag from being “busy” all the time.

It was a real eye opening moment. If I am this “busy”, something is just ………. wrong.

I want to read a book. I want to think a thought of my own. I want to wipe my behind without someone standing outside the bathroom door (if i am lucky) waiting on me.

I am trying to teach the children how to do the tasks that they can handle, but it’s horribly slow going. I feel like a harpy. I get tired of repeating myself. Maybe Teddy Roosevelt was right, walk softly and carry a big stick.

Sorry to those of you who came here looking for news or knitting. I thought it would be better to take this out on the blog than on the children. I’ll be thinking on these things as I continue through the day. But for sure today will see the laundry and dishes caught up, and the kitchen restored to MY standards.

Comments welcome, hugs gratefully accepted.

RSS feed | Trackback URI

4 Comments »


Fatal error: Call to undefined function btc_has_avatars() in /home/cassknits/cassknits.com/wp-content/themes/freedom-pink-widgetized/comments.php on line 53